i am eating an apple. this prevents me from thinking clearly. hold on.

chew chew chew

okay. wait...

chew chew

swallow.

back in tallahassee. little pieces of beauty here and there to be appreciated. overall a lot of anger and anxiety. not looking forward to teaching but hope it doesn't show to students who deserve someone to be excited about them.

today while grocery shopping i pretended i was in spain. i very much want to be in spain again.

there are places we have that are kind of like people. modest mouse has a song about this (it is very good). another good song (paper thin walls).

if tallahassee were a person, it'd be a family member who beat me.

if spain were a person, or seville, it'd be a beautiful grandmother very young in a picture.

if my apartment were a person, it'd be a maid from a foreign country, pretty but sloppy, who smokes, and who is nice.

if jonathan's apartment were a person, it'd be an old dude who worked at a deli with really good turkey but the deli was kinda grimey.

we just bought good turkey. MMMM